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Overcoming the impossible

The title may be a bit misleading as what I’m trying to accomplish or going through isn’t really impossible per se, rather it’s an obstacle in my path of accomplishing what I want to accomplish in life. A lot of what I’m facing is really personal to me, as in they aren’t things that are influenced by an outside source. At times it really seems impossible to get through but I know that’s just a mental issue that I need to work through by trying to accomplish small things. There are a lot of pressures I feel personally as a writer, a creative, and in general I guess. The thing is that a lot of these pressures I feel are placed upon me by myself because of all the great things I want to accomplish and or become. This leads me to wonder and question a lot whether I am capable of doing such things at all, let along with the help from people around me. I think this is one of the reasons why so many people these days struggle, because of stresses and pressures that are imposed on them from either society or from within as is my case. I haven’t really been too open with everything I’m going through because well it’s just not something I’m used to. Really what is happening is that a lot of the times people such as myself, don’t know how to reach out to others. I’ve been accustomed to the fact that men should be strong willed, and asking for help is a sign of weakness. That isn’t the case by any means, but… maybe these are just excuses as well. I’ve begun to make little changes in my life, doing small things and while I am by no means perfect in everything I’m doing I’m making that effort, slowly but surely.

In any event, my journey over the next few months will be critical in determining my future. No pressure right? Ha!~

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I am bad at this

I’m really bad at this blogging business. Is it that I’m not committed enough? Is it that my life is so busy that i don’t do it? I don’t think so… it goes back to my last post I guess where I need to be more motivated to do so. I know that I have lots of time on my hands because I spend at least an hour or two on youtube everyday. If I use my time more productively by watching youtube as I do something else then I can do 2 things at once… in theory at least. Right now I’m watching a video by Sam Tsui and Kina Grannis “Bring Me the Night”. It’s a great song. So I guess it’s a matter of not wasting my time. I have all these great goals and aspirations, but I don’t have the drive or motivation to do anything about it. I think that’s an incredible flaw of mine. I will strive for more in life, because who wants to be middle of the road? I suppose it seems that subconsciously I do…

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